Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 11:43 AM
LettingItGo
Ah~
I'm going out l8r.
Go for dk wad Youth walk.
Can't wait to hab the fun & forget wad has happened.
I noe that as much as you are disappointed what I have said ytd,
It took me a lot of courage to say that.
Maybe because I'm losing the interest.
Or it's just full of excuses that I haven't done a good job.
But I guess I hang on long enuff.
You told me to think abt it.
But idk wad is there to think.
If I were to be kicked out of class lyk this.
Then I'll let it be.
I used to think I could carry on Because of you.
I looked up to you.
I thought I could be that strong.
But I guess I'm not that mentally yet.
Yaya. Enuff of my blabbering.
I give up. Not because I'm weak. But I'm strong enuff to let it go.
Not to mention this.
8 years. 8years.
It just when down the drain.
idkhowtofaceyou.
maybeiwunevenwantogotothechaletanymore.& training