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29 01 10
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 3:46 PM
Sick&Tired

You never knew how I feel even when you said you did.
No one ever did.
Wee~ I'm blogging. HAHAS.
Blog seriously can lie alot.
Cuz the way I type I seem hyper but I'm not.
HAHAHS!

Anyways, this is gonna be a short one.
Gotta do bloody maths. Ass~
Why rush sia, the rest of the classes also haven finish -.-
Wanted to go training to vent my anger but I'm so tired to.
& I don't think I can finish maths in time.
I miss training. Gahhhhhhs~

I had HAI Olympics today.
& it sucked the hell out of me.
My school is screwed so ya.
Win 2 games also no use-.-
Then play so hard for what.
Den I have screwed up teachers that dun care.
Let the students take charge den still screwed even more.
Gahhhs~
Stupid school sia. Haiz.

So ya, that's just about it :D
At I think it is.
Ehhhhs, still got monday.HAHAS.

I went to science center.
Gahhhs~ Was stuck in e jam for an hr plus.
WTH.So we missed alot of things.
but still okayyys larhhhs
Run around awhile den go listen talk.
HAHAS!Den back to school.
Camp At AISHAH'S. Den go back school.
CIP thingy thingy.
Den home.

Now it's all it.
Tmr CIP in class. Boring.
Report books coming in soon (: ):
Ya, both excited and unwilling to collect ):
You will get through it, Crystal.
I know it.

I seriously don't understand why. Why me?
I'm the reason for everything.
Good or bad, still me.
I didn't choose to be her apple of eye.
All I did was to do my best.
I just wanna be 15,the kid being rebellious.
Yeah, now I'm like a fucking poly kid w no freedom. Gahhhs.
Why do I have to grow beyond my age.
I'm so sick and tired of this.
Trying so hard makes so many things so complicated.
I wanna sleep and think right.
I dun wanna wake up and say.
There's school.
There's training.
Omg I forgot to do something.
I just wannalie back enjoy life for e moment.
But in mylife now I can't take a breather.
So tired. I get weaker and weaker.
What's going on in my life?
And some strange reason.
I can't cry for certain things until wells. ya.
Haiz. LSTTM.

You know what, you are a fucking bitch I'm not saying this in the fucking msg because i dun wanna fucking hurt you. you fucking never ever know. never did and never will. I swear. You say i never think yet you never even see what the hell is behind the msg. You don't get what I'm trying to say fine larhhhs. Like I care. I helped u cannot see not my fault. Done my best tried already don't get it not my bloody asshole fault. You never see myefforts cuz u always carried the hatred in me that i'm the apple of eye. You can have the fucking thing. I dun wan it. For all I care. This isn't even what I want.